the reality mythos

i could punch a guy! i'm so pissed off, i'm so down. here in miami, the unthinkable: our car broke down.  when i think about how lucky some people are when we have a $750 car repair bill, it makes me want to howl at the moon.  as ever, feeling trapped by lack of money.  move me to new york city and sign me up for free government cheese...

my birthday was the other day...that makes twenty-four.  we were in atlanta. as usual, i had grand plans and ideas in my head that were dashed away by my anxiety and bad luck. i ended up getting into a fight with my sweetheart about road signs.  it was one of those things that forces me to look myself in the mirror and admit to myself that i'm a bad person.  thankfully, there are broken radiators around to turn things around make me feel like a victim of fate instead.